Today is a blah day

Today is simply put, a blah day. I don't want to do anything, talk to anybody or be social in any way. I just want to sit in front of the T.V. and waste the day away. However that is not so much an option. We are heading to SLC to a Michael McLean concert about adoption which should be fun, then heading to Orem for Mother's day. We haven't heard from birth mom #2 for about a week and we were really hoping to meet her on Saturday while we would be down in that area. We always look forward to getting her emails and it usually makes our day hearing from her, so I think that might be the reason for the downer. The hubby is having a blah day to and I think that is the main reason for both of us. She had mentioned she would like to meet in person and even said she could borrow a car to meet us somewhere sometime, so we let her know we would be down in a week on Saturday and would love to take her to lunch or to get some ice cream or whatever she happened to be craving at the time. We haven't heard back from her since that last email and it's been almost a week. It's hard because we don't know if she just got busy or if we scared her off. It's all on her terms and she is in control of everything. You try really hard to not get excited or read into anything, but it's hard because you have no idea what the other person is thinking. I just feel drained and unmotivated to do anything! so Blah!!!